me. & some super cute intellectual boy i was in love with. & shannon. who was going out with chris carraba of dashboard confessional. & there was even this part. where he sang. "hands down" to her. hahah. oh, sigh.
i just left her four voicemails on her pager. i couldnt. not tell her. right away.
mmm, though. the boy i was in love with. was in love with me, too. even though we were having. some type of problem. & he decided he needed to be away from me for a night. & i pretended not to care. & i remember feeling the longing. even in a dream.
dreams are cool, though. mmm.